the things you did .

sitting here by the phone, waiting on my call.
it may not come for a while, it may not even come at all .

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it sucks to be in love
& not being able to be with the person .

it hurts even more,
not being able to do the things we used to do.

like stay on the phone all night long,
not saying one word, but jst
knowing that you're there
makes me feel good.

or saying how much i am in love
with you, without you saying the words
" stop " or " i need to go " .

the things you used to do,
that i said i did'nt like,
- like when you would ask me a million questions
when i would go somewhere.

i still liked it because i knew that you cared
& didnt want me taken away from you .

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nothings the same now,
we get on the phone &
all i can remember is the night
we burst into tear because of our differences.

we b o t h say how much we
want to be together again.
but we can't because theres no trust.
we get jelous & start assuming things when
we see someone commenting you or @replying
to you. but theres nothing we can do.

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i love you .