my body .

is officially in summer mode .
its been wanting to take naps in the middle of nowhere
& going to bed at 2AM & waking up at 6 .
prolly since schools supposed to be over by now .
[ i been doing some sit ups too ;) ]

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sooo, this week has been good .
i was with my DOLL$ everyday this week ,
that makes me really happy cus we're never all together
as a groupp . so we got to spend some quality time together..

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i got a "new phone" - the WHITE G1 .
only because some kid, Jamal, Tim, idk..
[ $HIMONEY, what is this poor mans real name. we will never know..... ]
he wanted the black G1, & i wanted the white one.

so we jst switched :] mine has a huge crack on the side of the scree n
his has one in the middle. but i can see right through it .

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SPEAKING OF PHONES !

raheem played me hard, he didnt buy the behold.
it hurt really bad. but ima jst sell it on craigslist.com

he bought mita, money & i mings tho, it was all good .
[ BTW, mings is one of my homes basically. haha ]

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i met some kid from south .
hes cool people.


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DAT ALL !
im about to get ready for shanices party.
congrats on graduating big cusso :]

my favorite album.

of all time is



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its a classic .
his lyrics are outspoken.

i love him. :]

friday night .

this had of had to been last week
when i didnt have my blog.

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but anyways,

on friday, me & melissa wanted to go
and see " Dance Flick ". we had a ride there
& since we didnt have to pay for tickets,
we wanted to take a cab back .so, im gunna call this kid "ZERO"
[ because he means absolutly nothing to me anymore]
ZERO said he was gunna meet us there & watch it with us,
because we kinda had a lil thing goin on . so it would
kinda be like a date . so at least 10 minutes into the movie,
he still didnt show up. i had got a text from him though.
he said he was with his ' niggas & was jst chillen at starbucks,
& he didnt want to come anymore. ' he was supposed to give us
some money for the cab :| . so he told me he would still give me money.
so i was like okay. i meet him in the lobby, & he gives me a hug or whatever.

the opens his wallet,
pulls out all his money [ about $50- ]
and gives me fckn $2 ! like thats really gunna take us home.
melissa called me. " yo this is wack, you wanna jst leave ? "
the movie SUCKED so of course i said yeah .

i told ZERO that we was gunna leave & he said he'd wait outside for us .
melissa came out, & we went outside to 4 cars sitting there waiting.
we knew everyone in the 4 cars so we went around gave our cheeks
to them & then we heard kevin say ' jst get in ' .
so we get in his car...

LITTLE DID WE KNOW

NIGGAS WAS DRINKING !
so as they was sppeeding down the highway,
swervin & racing eachother & shit .
me & mita was MAD SCARED .

then we get off at the vernon exit.
oh shitt...now its time to go to a party.

greeaattt, me & mita had made plans
to go swimming & drink & shit .
smh, they always be runing out plans .

tell me why, these niggas could NOT FIND THE PARTYYYYY .
we was driving up & down the same street for at least 20 minutes .
we was pissed .
they finally find the damn party, so me & mita walked up this steep ass hill
to vernon pizza & called the spanish cab.

everyone was in the party & had came out
and we was gone - lol

we had JUST got into the cab
when kevin called us & said they left
and they could give us a ride home.

we were IN THE FCKN CABBBB
we coulda saved money. they were driving behind us the whole fckn time :/

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so we didnt get home till like 12.
and our plans were ruined.
so we jst went to sleep lol

" invented sex "

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new song by

trey songz featuring drake .
called invented sex
drake gives a hot 16 - like always .

jizz in my pants .

melissa & i were watching some stupid
videos lastnight on youtube.
& we came across this :

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the face he makes when he jizzes
is hilarious. lmao

one F I N E jerk .

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legacy , is the light skinned one. the first one that raps .
i must say, he is one cute kiddo, the rest of them jst
crispy look'n . :| -

they fresh out west furreal though lol .

ima learn how to jerk. ima become the jerk master. :]

the exchange

so im selling my T-Mobile Samsung Behold
for $90 - & a hoodie .
long story .

but im not sure what i want
to buy with it.

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1) get my nameplate - i have one, but i feel like its
plain because it only i want the one with poohbear on it & i want
the name to say " Nani " - my nickname.

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2) buy an iPod - i havent had an iPod for atleast 8 months now.
i listen to music constantly, but it runs down the battery on
my phone. i miss my blue nano though :|
big ups to the bitchass that stole it. i dont know why
you'd WANT to take it since my NAME is engraved into the
back of it. i dont know another Tiana-Marie Sturtze.
sorry :/

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3) buy a camera - my mother sat on my camera. the only
buttons that work are the left arrow, the reveiw, & the delete.
i want a NICE camera, but im only gunna have $90 ://

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& 4) get my lip periced - i've always wanted to get my lip peirced. i was going to get it done for my 16th birthday & my mom was going to bring me the other day. but shes freaking out because she dont want me to put holes in my face :/ - its my body, i should want to do whatever i want with it. but im scared to think about what she might do if i jst came home with it one day .

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ugh, im so torn. help me pick :|

the things you did .

sitting here by the phone, waiting on my call.
it may not come for a while, it may not even come at all .

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it sucks to be in love
& not being able to be with the person .

it hurts even more,
not being able to do the things we used to do.

like stay on the phone all night long,
not saying one word, but jst
knowing that you're there
makes me feel good.

or saying how much i am in love
with you, without you saying the words
" stop " or " i need to go " .

the things you used to do,
that i said i did'nt like,
- like when you would ask me a million questions
when i would go somewhere.

i still liked it because i knew that you cared
& didnt want me taken away from you .

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nothings the same now,
we get on the phone &
all i can remember is the night
we burst into tear because of our differences.

we b o t h say how much we
want to be together again.
but we can't because theres no trust.
we get jelous & start assuming things when
we see someone commenting you or @replying
to you. but theres nothing we can do.

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i love you .

the definition

nani · \ nAH - NEE \
-noun
a sixteen year old girl, with big dreams.